Current mood:

destroyed...again...

such an appropriate song...
"Out of My Head" by Kooman and Dimond
I lived life in daydreams
avoiding what was real
when you're lost in daydreams
you never have to feel

distance was my comfort
I left the world behind
found safety in illusion
escaped in my mind

but your eyes convinced me
that I was wrong somehow
in them I saw them the beauty
of living here and now

you brought me out of my head
for a while
so out of my head
for just a little while
lying there in your bed
watching you smile
brought me out of my head
for a while

your tender arms surround me
with a warmth I never knew
they pull me to the present
they pull me close to you

our lips whisper secrets
our bodies intertwine
and something close to happy
is suddenly mine

you brought me out of my head
for a while
so out of my head
for just a little while
lying there in your bed
watching you smile
brought me out of my head
for a while

you woke me to a brilliant world I couldn't see
but I should have seen the signs right there in front of me

'cuz a heart that is newly awake
is a heart that can easily break...

now I'm out of my head
for a while
so out of my head
for just a little while
now I'm lying in bed
missing your smile
I'll be out of my head
for a while

I lived life in daydreams
avoiding what was real
when you're lost in daydreams
you never have to feel

here's a link to Natalie Weiss performing the song on YouTube